I Truly Finally Understood
As much as I want to deny this sad nature fact, I get it now why Plaastic chose to end her life. I'm not saying that her choice is right to do so, but I kind of get it from the human nature's perspective. If you have gone through this, you wouldn't know. I'm 25 currently, been suffering from mental illness since I was 14. So, 11 years of mental and emotional struggles, yet I'm finding a certain thing to keep me going. Part of what makes me go forward in life is to be indulge in fantasies that I've build, living in my so-called delusional world because it made me smile and made me happy, for real. The happiness I'm feeling is not the one the type where you get something you wished for. It's the kind of happiness that I find it's irreplaceable. Right now, do I want to give up in life? Yes. Do I want to end my life, currently? No. Do I want to make my delusional world happens? Sort of. Do I have the financial means to do so? No. Does it involve bea...