Am I being too "Sensitive"?

I reckon by now that everyone as in all of you would be judging me behind that screen of yours (laptop, gadgets and etc) due to my last post. Let me clear some issues before i get this started. At that point of time when i posted that post up, is not that i am being a "very bad daughter/child" but i'm just letting out what i have felt throughout this whole 16 years. I am truly proud to be her daughter, biological. I never say that i am not proud. Yes, i would admit that i am sensitive but there are also certain moments/times where i used to think whether i am overly sensitive?

I know that my parents are proud of me. I know that even in deep down their hearts or even when they never said that out loud, i know. For those who doesn't know, i suffered from mental illness therefore my last post may put everyone into some chaos about me being rude to my mother. I suffered from depression since i was 13 and depression causes my emotions to be much more sensitive than i used to be which is why sometimes i may post regarding stuffs that is too exaggerating or too much that i may "lose" friends or family. I know my actions is too much therefore i apologised. However there is a reason behind every action i made and all truly because i couldn't really express how i feel that much which is why i showed it using my actions and words that might hurt them but in my own perspective, i am not trying to hurt their feelings but to let them know that what are they doing is causing lots of stress, trauma and bad flashbacks which i do not want to remember or feel the stress/trauma feelings.

Please understand my feelings and actions. I did not mean any harm or hurt feelings. I just want to be alone. Alone.

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