Not Okay

I just feel the need to let this out for today. I'm not well. I'm not okay. My mind is pretty occupied with a lot of things and I could barely even give myself a break. My wishlist? It's dead. It's not alive anymore. It's been thrown aside. I don't even know what is wishlist. It barely even exist right now. Though the fact I have wrote so many and some of it I have accomplished but some isn't. Ironic and disappointing at the same time. 

I'm so exhausted, so tired as fuck. My body has given up on me. I don't know what it feels to be alive or even breath. Just the fact that I have to keep breathing to be alive, that's fucked up. Anyways, just hope that things will get better. Hoping for a new day to happen. A day where I'll cherish the most. God Bless.