Leave.

I've let people down. I couldn't even do things that is so simple for other people. Like surviving on a job that pays monthly. And guess who left her job that she barely last for a month? Yes. Me. A total fucking failure, isn't she? 

I'm pretty cocked up. Nothing goes well and it's true. I could predict every shit and it shows clearly, lmao. Good Jaid. Good. You're a fucking disappointment.