Goodbye 2023

It's been a long while. 

As I'm typing this, it's the last day of 2023. Tomorrow would be a new month and new year. Let's have some recaps of 2023? 

So January-March, I spend my last moments with my granddad before he passed. It was heartbreaking and made me questioned my existence and the true purpose of living. 

April-December, I wasn't expecting much. More of family problems, traveled to Thailand, Indonesia and Malaysia. It was a brief enjoyment but it wasn't enough. And oh, did I mention I'm job hopping? Yeah, finding a job is hard and with my improper education level, I don't have any options.

I'm a dropout. I didn't even finish my secondary studies. Even with private education, it wasn't enough. I failed one and I barely passed a subject. My cousins at my age has already achieved something of their own. One managed to land a job of his passion. Whilst the rest, are climbing up towards their success stairs. As for me? Constant failure. 

I visited IMH 3 times and nearly got admitted because I've had enough with life but I survived right? Ha. My mind is a mess. I can't think straight but at least I know what is what. Anyways, be proud of this lady for surviving this 2023. May I hope things is better. Amen.