A Weird Dream
Okay, this blog post will be slightly off topic from the rest of my blog post. But have you ever had a dejavu? Like you had a dream about something or someone or an event, for example but then it happens to you in like years later or maybe sooner or future?
Well, this was yesterday. I was sleeping soundly despite having trouble sleeping for years, I dreamt of a guy. Yes, a guy. A man. Somewhat I knew him and I never felt uncomfortable or some sort. It's; like I was meant to trust him. Turns out he's my husband 🤦. Yes, my husband. We're in a car, on our way to what destination and we were like a happy couple, holding hands as he drives and constantly holding my hand while his other hand on the driving steering. It made me feel happy because he has all of the qualities I want in my future husband.
A quality that I want from my husband is that:
- He has to be wealthy, not wealthy in wealth or money but wealthy in his religion. Yes, I'm a Muslim and my religion is Islam, so I would want my husband to guide me in my everyday prayers, guide me in reading Quran and many more. He has to guide not only me, but our future children together. And if he were to lack these, we can study and improved together but if he has it before marrying me, that's a plus point😁.
- He has to be understanding of my mental state. Yes, it might seem hard, but I hope that regardless of my mental diagnosis, I'm still a human who needs love and companion. And he does have to understand that my bad days isn't a day where I could physically be alright as my emotional state do make my physical body worse.
- Respect me as a wife, as a human, as a daughter of a married couple. Not only respect for me but for his parents and my parents, because without them, we're both are not here and gotten married.
- Responsibility, Honesty, Loyalty.
Actually, there's more to the list, but the ones mentioned above are the top quality I would like to see in my future husband and yes, the man in my dream display these qualities I have mentioned. Although I tried to see how he looks, his face is hard to see because it's like a mixture of facial features. I could see he's good-looking but also, he displays different facial expression. So, I'm not sure how he looked like except that yes, he's older than me, he took care of himself, groomed himself and basically everything is just perfectly and neatly styled.
We were in a Tesla car by the way. Latest version in fact. But the dream ended while we were in the car. And oh, our age difference is 13 years apart. He's older than me because how matured looking he is. And yes, facial hair is on point to be honest. In mid 40s. So I could say that was the end of the dream.
Nothing special but I would say it's a weird dream considering I told myself that I would think twice on getting married since the economy in Singapore sucks especially the surprising support for "Izzy" and not for Palestine 🙄, so yes, hell no.
But if it indeed came true, I'll write it again and have this post link in the blog post, so I could refer back if the dream indeed come true. Hahaha.
Okay, bye. Thank you for attending my TED-Talk.