No Joke

soul is extremely tired but i just wanna say something and let it off my mind. recently, 3 days ago, i lost a brother (not biologically) to a suicide, and yes, he passed away. 16 months ago on the same day, i lost his twin brother to suicide, also. i know that it seems such a fucking useless topic to talk about but i just wanna make this clear that suicide is not a fucking sick joke that all of you can joke about. i lost someone, both, who are precious to me and someone lost their child and someone lost their loved one. we need to grieve over their death and it's fucking sickening to know that now society is fucking bullshit. mental illness are being put up as a meme or joke. suicide is childish and blahblah but do you guys even think if the issue/problem was caused by you? 

think again before you come at me.