Envy
Am i consider evil to even envy someone just because their lives is different from mine?
The reason why I'm feeling this way is because recently, I was on instagram story where i came across on one of my family member who are having fun in their house, playing games and laughter is around. Not that i'm mad about it but i'm more jealous and envy because well, their parents are physically healthy and are able to do fun activities whilst my parents isn't. Not saying that my parents are sick, my dad is a disabled guy, my mom suffers from multiple health issues and for me, mental health. Severe.
And recently because of Covid, it kinda affect me really bad. I can't work, can't go out, basically can't do anything that requires me to be out of the house. The only place i'd go is to buy food or essentials stuff and i'm here stuck at home. I've binged on K-dramas, Netflix and also Thai dramas. And fingers crossed, I'll survive. probably. pray hard i ain't killing myself. now. haha.
The reason why I'm feeling this way is because recently, I was on instagram story where i came across on one of my family member who are having fun in their house, playing games and laughter is around. Not that i'm mad about it but i'm more jealous and envy because well, their parents are physically healthy and are able to do fun activities whilst my parents isn't. Not saying that my parents are sick, my dad is a disabled guy, my mom suffers from multiple health issues and for me, mental health. Severe.
And recently because of Covid, it kinda affect me really bad. I can't work, can't go out, basically can't do anything that requires me to be out of the house. The only place i'd go is to buy food or essentials stuff and i'm here stuck at home. I've binged on K-dramas, Netflix and also Thai dramas. And fingers crossed, I'll survive. probably. pray hard i ain't killing myself. now. haha.