COVID ruined my Mental Health

It's going to be the end of 2020 and COVID hasn't disappear. We have no idea when will this be away. COVID has do a lot of damage in terms of mental health, jobs, lives. It took away our entire life. Next year will marked the year that I've been out of job and also mark the year that COVID is. Currently the whole world is facing this crisis and not only that, some countries refused to listen to the government, not wearing mask *facepalm*. Health is important, same goes to mental health. And I don't see the reason why people refused to wore a mask. Yeah, it may not do some good stuff but hey, prevention is key. 

As for my mental health, it does not improve as of much. Relapses happen, self-harming happen, suicide thoughts? No. Isolation? Yes, self-isolation.