just a thought

no matter how many times you've said, no matter how many times you've insulted me, no matter how many times you've lied, it stills hurts. everyone says the same thing. they are no different. i just, i just don't know why people like to insult others when they are the same as me? why must they brought me down, why must they do that? 

i know i'm not perfect. i know i'm not a perfection doll. i'm a human, i have feelings. why must you said that about my father? why must you said that to me? saying that what my mother married a guy like him? who is disabled, dumb and not perfect? no matter how bad he is, no matter how dark his past is, no matter how dumb he is, he still my father. my biological father. no one can take him away, except God. no one can replace him. 

why must you say like that to me? why are you saying bad things about me. why?