an angel has left, yet, again.

yesterday, i came across on a sad, heartbreaking news. a death of yet, a beautiful soul. Sulli or her real name is Choi Jinri was found dead in her apartment. the death was ruled as suicide. here's the link for the news : click here. Sulli suffered a severe depression and also anxiety. her death was a sad news because, i, too, suffered from severe depression and anxiety. knowing that she ended her life, was truly heartbreaking. even Jonghyun's death was still a shocking to me.

every suicide news that i've came across, is still heartbreaking and sad. it's sad how evil and cruel the world has become. where's the kindness we have been taught? where's the empathy? it's true that the world has changed and it's not a surprised that now, suicides has been an answer. it's not a surprised why suicide forest in Japan is the most wanted place to end your life because ; we don't have people's kindness, care, empathy and love from people. we face harsh comments and yet, nobody was there.

i wouldn't be surprised if there's more suicide cases happening. they're in pain. Jonghyun is in pain. Sulli is in pain. i'm in pain. we all need love but where's the love?

plaaastic left the world ;
Jonghyun left the world ;
Sulli left the world ;

now who? how many more suicide cases that is going to happen to make people realise how dangerous mental illness is?

rest in peace, my dear. you'll be forever missed.

Choi Jinri/Sulli

29.March.1994 - 14.October.2019