Purpose

january gonna end very soon and we'll have 11 months left before 2021. here's the update of my mental illness so far. i wouldn't say that it got better neither i wouldn't say that it got worst. all i can say is that it's at the average state where it can be controlled or i would say that it can okay? i mean there's bad moments but i wouldn't say that it's really bad? i don't know how to say this but it's all i could came up with. *short laugh*.

my depression is worst. my anxiety is worst. my insomnia is worst. my panic attack is worst. i'm trying my best to get better and with the help of medications, it has to be better, right?