8;44pm thoughts

too lost in her thoughts ;
she wonders if it's real ;
too lost in her wonderland ;
she wonders if it's safe ;

too exhausted to fight ;
she wanted to rest ;
too exhausted to run ;
she wanted to stop ;

too obsessed in becoming perfect ;
that she had lost herself ;
too obsessed in becoming better ;
that she had lost her own ;

she wanted to breathe ;
to only be drowned ;
she wanted to live ;
to only be killed ;

she want it to stop ;
but all she can think of is death ;
she want it to end ;
but all she can think of is suicide ;

but the truth, is when?