Wrote A Suicide Note

TW.

today, i wrote a suicide note.
i cancelled my appointment today.
i don't feel like going.
do i gave up?
no idea.

do i want to lived? maybe.
do i want to die? maybe.
do i want to be happy? maybe.
do i want to be free? maybe.

am i lost? yes.
am i tired? yes.
am i sick? yes.
am i ill? yes.
am i done? yes.

do people love me? no.
do people care about me? no.
do people want me? no.
do people need me? no.

what do i want? to be free.
what do i need? to go away.
what do i need? closure.
what do i want? to die.

is this the end? maybe.
is this the ending chapter? maybe.