Another Fucking Relapse

Great.

Another fucking relapse. I could feel that my whole entire life has been going down like a rollercoaster & I feel like I am useless, not worth of living. The voices in my head is getting stronger than I thought it would be & also I feel like I should have just cut myself & die right away plus I don't deserve to be happy anyway.

Goodbye. Wanna go & die. Fuck relapse. Fuck recovery 🖕🏻