Did I Showed More Symptoms?

Yesterday, I spend more of time crying over things which I can't even explained. I came back with my old hurting habits, self-harming, which I vowed myself not to do but I can't control it. And I spend more time resting on my bed, reading different articles about things which is not part of something that I find enjoyable or interesting. Days goes by and my symptoms started to show different reactions. There are times I don't even recognize myself as me. What I meant was, way completely different but it's for me to understand. Anyways, how's everyone?