Voices in My Head, Heartbreak

What is actually going on inside my head?

Here is what happened ⤵

There is a total of 3 voices, female, male and young child (the identity of the young child is unknown). This is what I am going through every week, everyday and everynight. ❎NO JUDGING PLEASE. IF YOU WERE SCHIZOPHRENIC OR A SUFFERER OR ONCE A SUFFERER, YOU MAY UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. THIS POST IS BASICALLY HOW I TELL YOU ABOUT WHAT IS GOING INSIDE MY HEAD.❎

_________________

Female Voice : Hey Khadijah! Do you know that actually your friend who you made friends with in IMH, yeah? The 2 friends who you adore and love so much?

Me : Don't do anything to them!

Female Voice : Do you "actually" known that they don't even loved you? They actually hated you. They pretend they loved you but the truth is they don't. They just want to use you.

Man Voice : What she said is true. They actually don't loved you. They even whispered about you behind your back. Their private conversation - huh? I know all that. They really talked behind your back. It's useless to even care about them when they don't to you! You should wakeup, asshole!

Child Voice : They doesn't love you. It's hurts. I want to die. Daddy Joker, wakeup from your senses!!! You should just die cause no one needs you. They don't need you actually.

Me : STOP! STOP! STOP! DON'T MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND. STOP IT! *hit my own head with a fist*.

Woman Voice : Hitting your own head with a fist won't work, stupid bitch. You think when you do all that we will be gone from your mind? Psst. We won't. Remember who were the one who was there for you? We are! Grab those pills and eat.

Man Voice & Child Voice : Eat it! Kill yourself.

Me : *Using both of my head and cover my ears*. STOP!!!!

__________________

If you wanna save yourself from being sick, seek help immediately or call 999.