random facts about me

a little cool (maybe not) interesting facts about myself.

1.  i was born in the year of 2001. 
2.  i'm aquarius by western astrology, snake by lunar astrology.
3.  i'm 5'7".
4.  my name was given by my mother and it means prophet Muhammad's first wife. 
5.  i'm not a fan of microsoft apps. 
6.  i'm the only child. 
7.  i'm good (not really) at lying,, mainly on my mental health, when someone ask me if i'm okay.
8.  i kept saying i'm sorry because i feel that everything is my fault. 
9.  i say nope, no more than yes, yup.
10.  i used to love sports back when i was a kid. 
11.  i rarely watch TV but i spend more time on KissAsian and Netflix.
12.  i rarely have favorites because it keeps changing. 
13.  i used to loved reading books back then but now, i've abandon that hobby and now i'm trying to pick up my reading hobby. 
14.  i kept myself updated with new trends as to not fall behind. 
15.  i used to like Blackpink but now, it's the kpop group that i hated the most (no offense blackpink's fans, but you can't change my perspective.)
16.  i am a gamer and i have tons of games in my phone because it distracts me from eating. 
17.  i don't have friends, close friends and best friends. 
18.  i'm a K-drama, K-variety, K-pop fan. 
19.  i'm very obsessive with perfection and orders. 
20.  i would have a list of the things that i need to bring whenever i travel so i won't leave the house with anxiety and panic attacks. 
21.  i hate when people corrected me with the way i organized my stuffs because i feel that my stuffs isn't properly well treated and organize. 
22.  i hate odd numbers and it gives me chills when things i wanted end with odd numbers. 
23.  i have zero tolerance on alcohol and i can't stand the taste of it. 
24.  i've never tried drugs before and i would never touch it.
25.  i prefer to spend my time alone rather than be in a group of people. 
26.  i took care of my things with proper attention. 
27.  i'm very picky when it comes to save money on my bank account. 
28.  i can't stand seeing $0 in my bank account, so i have to get an amount that is more than $1 so i won't be panicky.
29.  i have 4 bank accounts. 2 from DBS and 2 from OCBC. 
30.  i smoked before but not actively. i smoke when i want to and where. 
31.  i don't own a cigarettes. i took a cigarettes when i have a friend who smoke. 
32.  i like flavoured vanilla and chocolate ice-creams over strawberries. 
33.  i prefer frappuccino over coffee and tea.
34.  i love coke over sprite and pepsi. 
35.  i love mcdonalds french fries over kfc and burger king's fries. 
36.  i've tried 6 different diets and i don't succeed in any. 
37.  i rarely get bored.
38.  i hate compliments. 
39.  i used to care about others but now i don't. 
40.  i hate people who don't showed respect or care after i gave them one. 
41.  i will push you away if you're someone who is toxic and not trustworthy. 
42.  i will stop texting you when you stopped texting me. 
43.  i hate going family events because i feel that my presence is not important.
44.  i've been suicidal for over 5 years already. 
45.  i want to be a writer because i want to create a story.
46.  i have a travel bucket list. 
47.  i've successfully travelled alone this year. 
48.  i want to travel to all countries before i turned 35. 
49.  i want to filled up my passports with different countries chopped. 
50.  travel makes me happy and contented.