thank you, so much.

even though we weren't together, even though we weren't meant to be together, i still thank you. for the memories we've made and how it impacted in my life. 

you were the first person i've fallen in love with. even though the time is short, the moment is short, i'm still thankful for you loving me. i wasn't treated like a princess, before. you may lack of something but i know you're sincere about it. 

i just wanna say, thank you. you were the first memory i had. and i guess, it'll be the first and the last i will have. the trust we've had, wasn't strong enough. it's my fault that we're in the mess. but i've learnt to know that it's just not me. it's you, too.

we both made a mistake. your mistake, is hurting my feelings knowing that i'm still with you and you cheated me ; with your ex. and my mistake? is that i'm dumb to fall in love with you. 

it's a mistake that we are together. it's all a mistake that we've known. i wish we wouldn't know each other. if not, i wouldn't be in the mess of having nightmares of you, cheating. 

i'm sorry, but i hope that we won't meet again. if we do, please do not call my name like what you used to. i'm not the girl you've known and fallen in love with. 

happy single day for you back 10 years ago. and happy single day for me, 3 years.