who do i talk to often?

i used to talk to "Z" but it was long back then. because he's an adult, he has a family and i'm just a lost teenager hoping to find someone who can relate to me. i do miss him but i just don't want to... i wonder how he is, right now. 

i used to talk to "F" but it was few months ago. she had her stuff to deal with and she's okay. 

i used to talk to "J" but yeah, he's an adult and he won't probably care. 

i often talk to my mother because even though we disagree at some terms, she could understand, not completely, but okay. 

i often spend time with my "friends" whom i call my "ANGELS" because they comfort me when i cry, hold me, hug me even though it wasn't like how human would hug a human. they're my true friend. i talk to them, they listen.