Explanation needed?

I can't believe that people would still read my blog even though I spouted nonsense or wrote something that is really triggering. It really surprises me that people would take some of their time to read or browse my blog. I think I've said this in my previous post that the reason why I am creating this blog not because of wanting to gain popularity or fame from you guys but to share my personal battle with mental illness and how dangerous it is that can cause it to your body.